Adik aku autism part III

So, this is cuma harapan, impian and i wish it to happen. Who knows. Biiznillah. Miracles  happen.
Well, you know, kat my previous post I ada cerita kan pasal adik yang bongsu I yang ada autism tu. So, ya..this is about him la. Bukan apa, cuma nak share. Recently, I selalu je terfikir tentang future. It's like "apa akan jadi pasni...bla bla bla..yada yada..." yes i know, benda-benda future ni dalam kuasa Allah swt. Only he knows apa akan jadi in the future kan. Kita cuma boleh nak rancang macam ni macam ni, tapi selebihnya, serah pada Allah. Dia yang mengatur semuanya. The most importan thing is Du'a. Yes, Du'a. Du'a moga semuanya baik-baik je.

Adik saya tu dah nak masuk 9 tahun.Ya,sometimes tu I cam tak percaya je. It's like,Ya rabbi, cepatnya..dah besar dah budak ni sorang and I honestly happy la tengok dia membesar,dengan sihat, walau tak sepenuhnya,tapi Alhamdulillah..sampai sekarang pun he still bergantung dengan ubat and sometimes buat I nanges jugak la tengok. Tapi I believe that my younger brother is strong. Sangat-sangat kuat to fight all these.

You remember tak yang post lelame dulu, I ada cerita that he cannot walk cam biasa dah sebab masalah saraf. Well, benda tu terjadi last year. Selama ni,dia boleh je jalan macam biasa. Kalau dalam rumah tu,memang dia suka lari lari. Lari laju-laju and Wallahi I miss that moment. Ya Allah. Imagine, perasaan saya, perasaan umi ayah, perasaan my other siblings bila tengok dia dah tak boleh jalan macam biasa. I was like sedih sangat sangat sangat and I memang tak boleh nak tengok my adik macam tu. I cried almost everyday you know, sebab I tak sanggup nak tengok. Tapi, memang dia struggle everyday, eventhough jatuh banyak kali, dia memang selalu cuba. Cuba nak jalan balik. Until today, dia masih mencuba. Ahamdulillah, dalam beberapa bulan ni, nampak bersemangat nak practice jalan tiap-tiap hari. Tak nak oramg pimpin dah, dia nak cuba sendiri.

 I wish and I hope dia boleh jalan lagi nanti and pulih sepenuhnya and tak payah dah minum ubat and he can manage himself sendiri, maksudnya, makan, mandi and tak payah pakai diapers dah and so on so on sendiri. Yes,I hope. dan he can talk to me, call me 'kak ngah', say that he loves me. Banyak lagi la benda-benda yang I harap. Cuma harapan je k. All the rest, i leave it to Allah.

and hari tu, I terrbaca satu article from Sheikh Omar Suleiman. He's the one of my favourite speaker also.

so,ni sikit keratan dari artikel beliau and it touched my heart,wallahi.

If you have a person who is disabled, if you know someone who is disabled, there’s a reward in visiting that person, there’s a reward in caring for that person. Especially if that person is in your house. Let’s say that you have a child. Imagine, you’re getting that reward every single day. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala is with that person. Particularly, I really want to address the parents in particular that have had to deal with a disabled child. Don’t you think that Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala sees your sacrifices? If Allah praises the sacrifices of parents of children that don’t have autism and don’t have disabilities and things of that sort, what about a parent of an autistic child? And Allah knows how much sacrifice you make. Don’t you think Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala sees that and Allah will reward you for that? And understand, especially those who have someone with perhaps an even more serious disability, where the pen has been lifed for them, they’re not even accountable for their actions anymore. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala has given you a person from Jannah to care for. You have a person of Jannah, a person who’s sinless, under your care.  Wouldn’t you love to care for that person, so that perhaps on the Day of Judgement they can intercede on your behalf? And say that my mother took care of me when no one else would take care of me, even though I couldn’t offer her anything in return. My mother, my father, my brother, my sister, so and so took care of me and loved me, and showed me compassion.

You have a person of Jannah under your care. What more do you want from this life than to have someone from Jannah under your care, that you can care for, and on the Day of Judgement, they can intercede on your behalf? But, certainly as a community we need to adjust our attitude inshaAllah towards this topic, and we need to start coming up with initiatives to take care of disabled people, and also try to battle some of those very, very, very insensitive and ignorant notions and stigmas that we have from different cultures.

We ask Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala to bless us, to have the open heart to care for those in need. And we ask Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala to join us with those that are close to Him, and beloved to Him on the Day of Judgement, and make us amongst them. Allahhumma Ameen. JazakAllahu Khayran, wa salamu alaikum wa rahmatullah wa barakatah.

so,tu je lah for now.bye.